 Something that is important to you and had an effect on your sexuality (positive or negative) but was not mentioned in the list of the questions. Possibly - extreme situations: sexual harassment, abuse, etc. Any other event you feel like speaking about.
Doping scandals happen in professional sport all the time, you know. I remember an occasion from my own sports history, connected with doping. It has always been my secret, but now I feel like talking about it.
I was a very promising runner as a girl. I seriously went in for sports, went to a sports school, had a grade, won area and city contest, was third on the regional. Zonals were ahead, I wanted to gain a good place, so that I could go to all-Russia.
I trained a lot, the coach spend up to 3 hours with me alone, almost every day. But results were not that great. Anyway, coach kept saying that I did not have much to do at the zonals with results like those, might as well not go there at all. He was unhappy with me all the time.
One day, at the individual session he had a serious conversation with me. Very carefully he suggested that I had no hope without stimulators. I had already heard about doping: girls in the changing room kept talking about steroids, hormones, etc all the time.
Basically, we understood that there would be no result without it – everybody takes something, what matters is that you do not get caught. We were given some pills as well, they said those were vitamins, but had always thought they were stimulators.
So, I listened to the coach attentively, and even popped up a few suggestions on my own. Encouraged by my response, he became more open. Straightforwardly, he said that he could have given me something, but was afraid that the doping test will be too strict on the zonals and there could be a big scandal. Basically, he said, I had not a chance. I was very upset and even started to cry.
He began consoling me, hesitated for a while, then said that there was a way, but it was absolute secret. He asked me if I could keep a secret.
He told me about how male body works and what sperm was. He said that sperm consists of pure male hormones, only they are natural, so no doping test could trace them. But taking male hormones would improve the results for sure. And said that he himself could help me with it.
He said honestly that if somebody knew, he would go to jail. And that he was doing that for my sake only. He offered me a choice to decide whether I agree to keep absolute secret, or we forget about this conversation.
I agreed without thinking, because I wanted to win very much, and swore to keep silent. Then he asked me to wait for him in the couch room, locked the door and went to the shower.
He came up wearing trunks only, came up to the chair I was sitting on, stood up in front of me and pulled down his trunks. His cock was right at my face level, I had not even imagined it could become that big. Later I came to know what a ‘hard-on’ meant. He explained that in order to get sperm, one must suck it out from the balls through cock, and massage and squeeze balls carefully while doing that.
I felt no aversion at all, on the contrary, after the shower he pleasantly smelled of shampoo. I began doing what he told me and tried to do my best. Then he said that he needed to concentrate better, took of his trunks completely, set in the armchair and closed his eyes. I kneeled in from of him continuing to suck him off and he helped me with his hand. Finally, in a couple of minutes sperm shot me in the mouth and I began to swallow it. I did not like the taste if it, but I knew it was necessary.
There were two weeks left before the competition and we began doing it every day. He said that he could not get a hard-on every day, so I had to do everything to help him get an erection. Several times, when nothing else worked, he asked me to undress. I would walk naked in front of him, turn around, do excesses. Several times I had to sit on his lap and rub his cock with my pussy.
I had no sexual sensations at that! Absolutely! I was doing a serious job – obtaining sperm. I meant business. And results did in fact improve! I was third at the zonals and went to all-Russia! However won nothing there.
I continued going in for sport for three more years and we used this stimulation technique all the time with my coach. And my results were not bad at all!
Honestly, I am still not hundred percent sure whether he took advantage of me, or there indeed was such a method. Would be interesting to know. However, I do not think I have any hard feeling towards my coach now. One way or another, thanks to him I have been a champ for a while. :)
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